Yes, I have been broken. Pain got me, Hurts disturbed my mind, being brokenhearted made me a different person for a time... I was almost self destructing.
I stressed my self so my physical body would give in and give up - as my spirit has. Or so I thought. Thank God he saved me. His grace saved me a couple of times and whenever I cry, I no longer cry for the heartaches and for the deceit. I am slowly crying in giving thanks to the Lord - because though I do not deserve any of the good things, He still wanted me to follow his path and not to destroy myself.
I stressed my self so my physical body would give in and give up - as my spirit has. Or so I thought. Thank God he saved me. His grace saved me a couple of times and whenever I cry, I no longer cry for the heartaches and for the deceit. I am slowly crying in giving thanks to the Lord - because though I do not deserve any of the good things, He still wanted me to follow his path and not to destroy myself.
In doing this, I realized I am not only destroying myself, I am also destroying my world. A world that included friends, family, and people who still needs me. I should not let one person destroy this whole world where other worlds rely on.
Going through heartbreaking experiences like being cheated on, being deceived, losing a loved one, losing a friend, being lied at, losing a job, etc.. is like being broken into pieces. We just have to pick ourselves piece by piece; who says broken things can't be mended? Of course it can be! And so do we...
| "When the Japanese mend broken objects they aggrandize the damage by filling the cracks with gold, because they believe that when something's suffered damage and has a history it becomes more beautiful." - Barbara Bloom | |
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